I wanted to say that very much enjoyed this workshop on Wisdom and Realization. It struck several cords within me. I found it inspiring, enlightening and, in some respects, disturbing. Let me explain further.
I have only been studying yoga for three and a half years so I realize
I do not have the understanding and experience of one who has study
longer. On the other hand, in this short time yoga has had a profound
effect upon me and my life. I started taking yoga more as a "it
seems interesting" kinda attitude and I thought it would help with
my flexibility. In this respect it met and exceeded my expectations.
What I didn't expect was the effect it would have upon my life.
This workshop was particularly poignant in its effect upon me. Most
interesting was that I had first read the Bhagavad-Gita at your first
workshop at Gray Bear last year. Susan had loaned me two different translations,
one more literal and one more poetic. During the weekend at Gray Bear
I alternated reading sections from each. From that experience, I gained
knowledge of the more literal translation of the Gita but not as much
the philological or spiritual. Your workshop provide this greater understanding
and insight.
I have been going though considerable changes in my life the past couple
of years in my relationships, my work and my view and approach to life.
In some ways these are not as much changes but the bring forth what
was already within me. What I found most interesting was that there
were several instances in your talk that had particular meaning to me.
In some cases it was things that happed many years ago, in cases things
more recent.
One of the things you spoke about was something about how children can
sometimes see or sense things in people. I am not sure all of what you
said for when you said this I had an immediate flashback to something
that happened the previous weekend. I was meeting someone at Lake Anne
for dinner, when, arriving a few minutes early I sat on a stone in the
Lake Anne center. There was a small child around three years old playing
amongst the stones and when she saw me she came to me and just looked
at me. I said hi and asked her name and then proceeded in the next ten
minutes or so to engage in a conversation with her until my dinner engagement
arrived. This was not something new for me for I have found over the
years that children (and dogs and cats :-) seem to sense something about
me that they want to engage me.
This was just one of several things about what you said or the scriptures
you presented that had some particular importance to me. Some in my
past, some in the present and, some, particularly about my work (in
the computer field) and my relation to the people I work with, expectations
about work and people at work coming to me for advice. What I found
from you discussion was that it presented a perspective or framework
in which to view myself and these events.
Thank you for sharing your insight and experience,
Larry Mixson April 4, 2001