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Dark and Gloomy
I want to cry
I want to weep
I know you’re going to reject me
But I laugh for
I knew you would from the start
A defeatist attitude I know
But I to you and the world
I say, "Here I am, love me."
I am disappointed, feel lost
I withdraw, hide, reject
Be alone, leave me be
But I need someone
Someone to understand
I wish it would rain
It would fit my mood perfectly,
Dark and gloomy
From Journal entry.
Updated: 11-11-2022