1972
Questioning

It was during this time I begin to question the existence of God.  I prayed, I asked God for help, after all, coming from a strong Baptist family this was what I was taught to do, but I found no help, no solace in my prayers.  I wrote…

I don't know if writing this helps or not.  I really doubt it. There is no one to question what I say, no one to follow a problem down to the root of its cause, no one to help me.  That's why I say, "." He may, but the Lord never says anything to me  

"May the Lord help me" Have you ever Heard such a stupid statement.

How could one believe in something you can’t touch, can’t see, can’t feel.  How could one believe in such on faith alone?